Sunday, April 27, 2008

home-sick

That home

Where the doves are moaning all day long
Where the stairs are leading dusk 'till dawn
Where the windows are breathing in the light
Where the rooms are a collection of our lives

This is a place where I don’t feel alone
This is a place that I call my home

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

do not disturb already disturbed


I'll be off-line for a while because of final exams
there are a lot of infos to catch , a lot of papers to read and a lot of coffee to drink
so god be with me ...

Sunday, April 20, 2008

bye bye forensics hello radio!



last Thursday i had the forensic exam and it was somehow good (( in the average )) after that i had a relatively good weekend and today it was along day in the radiology department where i will spend 2 weeks mastering (طل!) medical imaging .
since i started my medicals training i was interesting in medical imaging (( bringing anatomy to life ,searching of the abnormality and real time body physiology )) and as some medical students a was captivated by the beauty of the black and white films (( CT , MRI , AXR , CXR KUB , IVF ,BONE SCAN , MRA , IVU ANS U/S)) because of the story behind the picture .
dealing with people suffering makes medical student realize that there is a wide spectrum btw black and white not just in imaging but also people , treatments and outcomes .But to be save there are guidelines and protocols to follow not to treat only but to be on the safe side (( it's for ur own benefit as medz )) .why i mentioned this .
because i saw what happened in kuwait the last weeks and i realized that no one followed the (( the logic guidelines )) (( and i mean all kuwaities )) and no one want to solve the problem on the other hand everybody tries to find any tiny mistake doe by his/her enemy . unfortunately , we saw a huge wave of madness striking our society and all we did is blaming each other and no one ever tried to find the answers .

start with ur self then criticize others (( new lesson from forensics )) how said that u can not learn from dead people.


note : red tagged words doesn't reflect my own true opinion :)

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Friday, April 11, 2008

عاجل

وطني هل انت بلاد الاعداء؟

وطني هل انت بقية "داحس والغبراء" ؟


مظفر النواب


Wednesday, April 9, 2008

quote

في اللحظات التاريخية النادرة ـ ونحن نعيشها الآن ــ يمر القطار سريعا، ولا يملك الاذكياء سوى ركوب القطار بكل قوة واقتدار، وفي اللحظات التاريخية يشمر الرجال عن سواعدهم ويتوكلون على خالقهم، ويتخذون قراراتهم الشجاعة
احمد الربعي


rigor mortis *, livor mortis**

it started with beautiful dream after long day of loneness , emptiness and dullness . it was a good start for my first day in the morgue . no coffee , no water just wash ur face ( w twa'9a w 9lee) wear ur white coat and go to the morgue. the doctor has a unique sarcastic personality with good jokes about medical students and i had my share :) (( nothing personal so i'm good )) .suddenly the resident entered the office with a file for 8 months girl died 5 hrs ago in home . so we went to the identification room then to the morgue when the story started .

it was a calm room with stealy bench lay on white floor and metallic tray with needed instruments. scaple ,scissors ,forcipes meters and alot of other stuff . and she was there warped by a brown blanket covering her body and face .after preparing we entered the room . it was cold and quite and suddenly i felt of a new feeling that i couldn't define . when the doctor unwrap the girl one of my female colleagues couldn't stand the view of the baby so she left the room .

والتفت الساق بالساق

كان المنظر مهيب حيث انني للمرة الاولى ارى جثة طفلة وقد التفت ساقيها وشخص بصرها

بدأ الدكتور شرحه عن كيفية اكتشاف ساعة الوفاة وعن علامات الوفاة ( اين ومتى) لكنني لم استطع ان ابعد عيناي عن ساقها الملتف و بعد التشريح ذكرني اسماعيل بالاية

(( والتفت الساق بالساق (29) إلى ربك يومئذ المساق (30)فلا صدق ولا صلى(31) ولكن كذب وتولى (32)ثم ذهب إلى أهله يتمطى(33) أولى لك فأولى (34) ثم أولى لك فأولى(35) أيحسب الإنسان أن يترك سدى(36) ))

القيامة: ٢٩ - ٣٦

عسا الله يرحمها ويلهم اهلها الصبر والسلوان

*rigor mortis : stiffening of the body after death

**livor mortis : a reddish purple coloration of dependant areas of the body due to accumulation of blood in the small vessels of the dependant areas secondary to gravity .


Sunday, April 6, 2008

inside my mind!!

the last week was great great week

- firstly aziz was discharged from hospital and he is now in home (( home sweet home ya bo 9ee5) ( he had a internal fixation by a nail ( 9ee5) so he is know officially aziz bo-9ee5 ).

and about the exam it was great... direct Qs about my case and it was easy (( surgery in my blood so it's purely genetics ;) ( according to my last name (!!فهمتها برووك ) )) .

after ortho I have forensic medicine ((( B in the morgue )) and this is the 1st day ( it was slow no cases only the seminars schedule .. pick one ... and go home ) nothing fancy like CSI but i hoping to see a good case ((evil ha)).

great weekend... great movies .

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مشكله لما يبطل يم سكنك مطعم وجيات سريعة (( للدجاج المقلي )) ما تقدر تبطل الدريشة لكي لا تعشق الرائحه في ثيابك (( تكفى متى يسكرونه)) والحلو اني ما اكل من المطعم :)

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ابلعها ومشيها ..... كان شعاري في السابق

من اليوم لاللبلع وما راح امشيها

لان في ناس بكل بساطة ما تفتهم

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6%

فقط

من الوطن العربي يخرج زكاة امواله

انطرك يا اسماعيل على ما تيبلي الدراسة

رقم خطير ان صدقت الدراسة

قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم:

ولم يمنعوا زكاة أموالهم إلا منعوا القطر من السماء ولولا البهائم لم يمطروا، ولم ينقضوا عهد الله وعهد رسوله إلا سلط الله عليهم عدواً من غيرهم فيأخذ بعض ما في أيديهم، وما لم تحكم أئمتهم بكتاب الله إلا جعل الله بأسهم بينهم

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الانتخابات و باب بوخوخة

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Wednesday, April 2, 2008

دقت ساعة الصفر ortho exam

امتحان العظام باجر وبقالي الكثير الكثير من المواضيع التي لم ا ولن تنتهي
المشكله الاعظم اني قاعد اكتب هل بالوست والملل يعتريني

الشكوى لله


الله يستر

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

لسان حالي

وأسفاه على يوسف

quote

"A great secret of success is to go through life as a man who never gets used up"

Albert Schweitzer