skepticism

Wed 7th of Sep. 2011

Here I am . After two years of my graduation .Pursuing one old dream .

Nothing changed except i'm one step closer.Suddenly i had cold feet .Awful wave of uncertainty,Blurred vision . What's hidden behind that door .

am i doing the right thing , do i belong here .

at the end

"Whatever it is you're seeking won't come in the form you're expecting."

Haroki morokami

O' God guide me.

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Note :

"keep trying you might be some day "

from my graduation note book .

I shall keep trying :)

anther note :

don't wait for your ship to come in. row out to meet it.

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missing blogging

back soon

after one month

birthday

funny since i was child my mother told me that i was born in 28th of aug but my id says that i was born in 29th

who i should believe !!

now i became 25 and still wondering what to do in my life , i feel lost sometimes but in the end i found a sign to lead me to the right path

there is no time for dreaming now i should act

wish me luck

Why is light given to those in misery, and life to the bitter of soul

it's been a while ..
:)
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should i accept reality or i should chase my dream? was the biggest question i encountered in last months
who i am ? why I'm here ? and what to do ?

i used to have a clear vision of what i will do in this life and i used to trust my self
but now ...
turmoil
i just wana realize what happened

q8philic in real life v.1

it's been awhile since my last post
since my graduation i tried to adjust and to start a new chapter in my life . but i had a problem in communication with the surroundings . it seems that i can't understand them and they can't understand me . am i becoming rude or they cannot appreciate what i'm saying.
it's a weird when be surrounding by a lot of people but yet you feel lonely

i hope it's just adjusting problem and it will fade away with time
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i already completed two rotations out of four

i finished medicine which was very interesting and i had a good time and over all it was very high yielding

also i finished peds which was below the expectations but i had easy time back then

3 days ago my third rotation and the most stressful one started (surgery)
so far good but it's exhausting

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???????????
many choices
which path to choice !!

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الله كريم

للاسف ما نمر به الان من مصاعب ومطبات قد تنحرف (والاجدر انها انحرفت ) بنا الى مسالك مظلمه لا تبشر بخير وتنذر بفوضى خلاقة
هل نحن الان في حقبة موت الدولة
جماهير مغيبة ونخب ناقمه وجنون يجتاح الوطن

ما اقول الى الي قاله راشد



الله يستر

conundrum

i tried to write so many times but it seems that now i'm in" frozen mind" phase
lost in daily obligations and i think i lost my way.
simply i don't know what i want ? where to go ? what to do ?
why ? when ? how ?

and
who?

i'm lost in this madness



see you soon

وعيدكم مبارك
!!

just a quote

“The revolution is not an apple that falls when it is ripe. You have to make it fall”

back to blogging ASAP

الله بالنور

يا ريت يكون خطأ مطبعي مع استبعادي لهذه الفرضية
افطارا هئينأ

Are Medical Residents Worked Too Hard?

Are Medical Residents Worked Too Hard?

كل عام وانتو بخير

مبارك عليكم الشهر
اليوم غرة شهر رمضان المبارك اعاده الله علينا باليمن والبركات
نتقبل التبريكات في المستشفى

اول يوم رمضان وخفارة

sick and tired

i can't tolerate childish behavior any more
simply
i can't handle such stupidity



p.s i'm not in mood for blogging but i come back soon
and to all dear friends and bloggers sorry about such absence
by the way i still read your blogs :)





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out of scope
q: what is the cause of mark greene death ? (be specific)

i did it .....

q8philic MD.

Swine flu cases found on U.S. bases in Kuwait

صارت



5 days left

18 days later

i'm in midway through med-school finals and i'm starting thinking
am i losing my mind ? i cannot handle losing such chaotic brain
and yet i'm overwhelmed by a unique blend of emotions actually i can't describe it .it's just like experience all kind of emotions at the same moment. i reached a point where i can't tell if these days are the happiest days of my life or the other way around , but i'm sure that after 18 days i will miss these days
why ? i don't know

18 days

Experience is not what happens to a man; it is what a man does with what happens to him

Aldous Huxley