Thursday, September 11, 2008

you're not to be so blind with patriotism that you can't face reality. wrong is wrong , no matter who does it or says it

Malcolm X

Friday, September 5, 2008

مبارك عليكم الشهر



ادري متأخر

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

exhausted



صارلي شهر من بلش الكورس الصيفي (الحبس الاضطراري ) وللحين اعاني من اضطراب بالساعة البيلوجية(الي شكلها تفلشت ) لا نوم مثل البشر لا اكل مثل البشر لا سكن مثل البشر (الشقة ملتعن ابو خامسها) لا عطله مثل البشر بس ما اقول الا الله كريم
ودي اكتب من زمان لكن من الغلقة مالي خلق احك راسي
والي يزيد الطين بله بعدي عن (بياض الثلج) الي كانت تشاركني مصاعب الغربة و عقباتها
طبعا الدوام حدث ولا حرج من صباح الله خير تفتر ورا الدكتور ومن مريض لي مريض ومن طابق لي طابق من جناح لي جناح و اذا خلصت يحن قلب الدكتور عليك ويقولك روح اشربلك شي قبل المحاضرة الي هي عبارة عن قيلوله او حاله من التشنج العصبي اذا كان يعطيها احد عتاه قسم الجراحة
ويكتمل الفلم ويكون عندك مناوبة مسائية (يستمر دوامك الى الساعة 9 مساء وتاخذ كل الحالات الجديدة الداخلة لجسم الجراحوة عن طريق الطوارئ ) لكن الفلم ماينتهي هي
ثاني يوم الصبح راح تكون مسؤول عن التقرير الصباحي عن الحالات والذي يعني بلغة طلبه الطب استجواب لمدة ساعة بالصباح الباكر
بالله عليكم هذي حاله
ادري بتقولون اذا مو عاجبك الطب ليش داش وموهق عمرك
بقولكم انه التحلطم جزء يومي من حياة طالب الطب (لازم نتحلطم ولا مانصير دكاتره) و انه التحلطم ظاهرة صحية تقي من العديد من الامراض

الزبدة
Students wanna be residents... residents wanna be attendings..And attendings just wanna be left alone


ودمتم سالمين
q8philicالبيومي
من اربد

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Being a shadow


As usual , my vication went fast without realizing that i spent 20 days recovering from the final exams . and i'm here again starting my new rotation in surgery.
this year we had a new system where a pair of medical students joins a weekly teem in surgery and acting as shadow of the consultant following his steps , reviewing his patient's charts , doing the post -op assessment and watching the operations . it's seems great for the first time BUT when u starting the first week with the toughest surgeon in the hospital and his history in torturing the students u will not feel that good .
i'm counting the hours till the weekend hoping nothing went bad with this doctor .actually all what am thinking about it now is survival

what does not destroy me makes me strong
Nietczche



Saturday, June 14, 2008

home sweet home

finaly the 5th year is over and there is only one year btw me and my MD title . still i'm counting the days till august (my birthday and my rotation in kuwait )
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on behave of all the bayomi citizen i salute mr bayomi the first and long live the Bayomi
(great job doctor in the MFDS and good luck with the board )
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ماكو حظ خوش لعب وخوش اقوال بس ماكو حظ
هارك لك ياالازرق ونبارك حق اخوانا بالامارات
fair game
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الى بوشهيب


Be great in act, as you have been in thought
AND I KNOW U WILL BE AS GREAT AS U SHOULD BE

ur's
big B :)

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my niece keeps asking me to play the twinkle song and the barney songs every time i open my laptop and one time i found the twinkle song BUT is was different more oriental with accent



to jodi :)


Monday, June 2, 2008

study break

rough exams
bad sleep
hate fast food
triable mood
BUT
....
.....
........
there is a room for smile :)
kung fu baby

LOOOL


:D


8/11

Monday, May 26, 2008

i think !!


after the catastrophic exam today (psych) i think I'm allowed to ask one tiny question
am I a 5th year med or a 4th year psych resident ????
after such exam i cannot differentiate btw medical student and resident (we have the same exams )
اللهم لا اعتراض




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jokes about psych )

How many psychologists does it take to change a light bulb?
None. The light bulb will change itself when it's ready.

Just one, but the light bulb really has to want to change.

Just one, but it takes nine visits.

How many psychiatrists does it take to change a light bulb?
"How long have you been having this phantasy?"

"Why does the light bulb necessarily have to change?"

One, but he must consult the DSM-IV.

How many psychoanalysts does it take to change a light bulb?
"How many do you think it takes?"

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Welcome to the Psychiatric Hotline.
If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly.
If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2.
If you have multiple personalities, please press 3, 4, 5, and 6.
If you are paranoid-delusional, we know who you are and what you want. Just stay on the line so we can trace the call.
If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press.
If you are depressed, it doesn't matter which number you press. No one will answer.
If you are delusional and occasionally hallucinate, please be aware that the thing you are holding on the side of your head is alive and about to bite off your ear.

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

3/11

this is the longest exam season ever i have . 11 exams with huge material , disturbed sleep ,bad mood and broken coffee maker (wen7dena 3la 3 in 1)....
till now i had 3 exams only the family medicine ,neuro and opthalmo
and my next exam will be in psychiatry (some how i feel good about it ).
so as seen,, I'm in a bad mood and shape (final sickness...) and one of the most enjoyable things that u can do while studying is listening to good music such as ..


and ..



one of my friends put a nice personal msg in msn messenger
"Criteria "A" to be a good psychiatrist is being psychotic..."

good one bro :)
oh i forget " Brain: an apparatus with which we think we think"
salam ..

Monday, May 19, 2008

neuro exam

tomorrow i will have my final exam in neurology and while reading the material i remembered my uncle who had stroke 3 months ago .
so in my break i went to my laptop searching in youtube to find something about strokes and i found this



after my exams i will write about stoke ان شاء الله
الله يقومك بالسلامة يا عم

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

finals attack!!!!

Yes. my final exams will start next sunday as shown below


so as all do meds know ...
plan
coffee 500 ml PO Q 4hrs

and after such finals i will have some of these episodes (as side effect )
it's just medicine

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

انا لله وانا اليه راجعون


الامير الوالد الشيخ سعد العبدالله السالم الصباح في ذمة الله


بهذه اللحظات ينعقد اللسان وتعجز عن اسعافي كلماتي
لست هنا لكي اعدد مناقبك يا سيدي فلك في قلب كل كويتي مكان ومنزل
احببناك ابا وقائدا وتعلمنا منك معاني المواطنة وحب الكويت
طواك الموت ونحن نعاني في بلدنا ما نعانيه من التناحر والفرقة ولكنك يا سيدي علمتنا حب الكويت حتى في مماتك
رحمك الله يا بو فهد واسكنك فيسح جناته مع الصديقين والبرره والهمنا الصبر والسلوان

بكيت وما يجدي الحزينَ بكاؤه#### وضاقت علينا الأرض ذات المناكب
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Sunday, April 27, 2008

home-sick

That home

Where the doves are moaning all day long
Where the stairs are leading dusk 'till dawn
Where the windows are breathing in the light
Where the rooms are a collection of our lives

This is a place where I don’t feel alone
This is a place that I call my home

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

do not disturb already disturbed


I'll be off-line for a while because of final exams
there are a lot of infos to catch , a lot of papers to read and a lot of coffee to drink
so god be with me ...

Sunday, April 20, 2008

bye bye forensics hello radio!



last Thursday i had the forensic exam and it was somehow good (( in the average )) after that i had a relatively good weekend and today it was along day in the radiology department where i will spend 2 weeks mastering (طل!) medical imaging .
since i started my medicals training i was interesting in medical imaging (( bringing anatomy to life ,searching of the abnormality and real time body physiology )) and as some medical students a was captivated by the beauty of the black and white films (( CT , MRI , AXR , CXR KUB , IVF ,BONE SCAN , MRA , IVU ANS U/S)) because of the story behind the picture .
dealing with people suffering makes medical student realize that there is a wide spectrum btw black and white not just in imaging but also people , treatments and outcomes .But to be save there are guidelines and protocols to follow not to treat only but to be on the safe side (( it's for ur own benefit as medz )) .why i mentioned this .
because i saw what happened in kuwait the last weeks and i realized that no one followed the (( the logic guidelines )) (( and i mean all kuwaities )) and no one want to solve the problem on the other hand everybody tries to find any tiny mistake doe by his/her enemy . unfortunately , we saw a huge wave of madness striking our society and all we did is blaming each other and no one ever tried to find the answers .

start with ur self then criticize others (( new lesson from forensics )) how said that u can not learn from dead people.


note : red tagged words doesn't reflect my own true opinion :)

Sunday, April 13, 2008

in your face ismail

UPdating :
(( sibeecha )) this name was taken form kuwaitism.com so All rights reserved for kwauitism.com






شوف بالكويت في بردي ثلج
تقول حق اخوي خله يروح يتزلج
:)
هذا هو اعصار سبيكة